I hate Sundays.

It only means Monday is right behind it. Ugh. I hate the start of a new week.

There's a program called Beads of Courage that helps families and patients cope with their illnesses, and I wanted to get involved somehow. I'm almost too old to apply for the program, so with the help of a friend, I decided to start my own. I had to tweak the guides a bit but eh, same difference. I tried to add beads corresponding to as much as I could remember. Each bead represents an obstacle or milestone I've gone through in the last 5 years. My name represents when I was diagnosed. Some of the obstacles are condensed because, well, my string would be 10ft long if I included everything. Right now this string is about 3ft long. I'm hoping this (and the rest of the crafty stuff I'm starting) will help me cope with all I'm going through.

The rest of the crafty stuff I'm talking about includes friendship bracelet-making, and various things involving gimp string. I've been wanting to draw more, but every time I get my materials out nothing happens.

I ran out of my script of Zantac Thursday and just got some OTC today. Between then and now I've been absolutely miserable. Last night I barely slept at all because I spent most of the night in the bathroom dry-heaving. It's really uncomfortable when you have nothing in your stomach but get the urge to vomit anyway.

This weekend was a four-day for the hubs, because of President's Day. It's been pretty fun. Friday we had our friend, Kathy's son over (who of course stayed the night), and hung out with Spencer. I tagged along to gun places and went to lunch with them. It was fun and good to get out, but I was achy and nauseous the whole time and eventually barfed at the brewery we went to... good times...

Austin, John, and Spencer

Saturday, we went to Walmart and I bought all my artsy supplies. Also went to the mall for a bit, and I got some Auntie Anne's pretzel bites. Best ever! I couldn't eat them all but it was delicious. Today was slower than yesterday; Austin went home yesterday afternoon so John and I had the day together. I had forgotten a few things for my beading, so we went to Michael's to pick some stuff up. Then we got groceries and came home, him to his video games and me to my beads. It was a long day.

My PCM appointment is Tuesday. Sometimes I hate holiday weekends, especially when there's something you really want to get over with. Mehr.